Hope to finish this by the end of the day! It’s been to long! I’m ready to get it done! Add color and frame it!  #art #sun #moon #elsol #laluna #beautiful #artwork

Hope to finish this by the end of the day! It’s been to long! I’m ready to get it done! Add color and frame it! #art #sun #moon #elsol #laluna #beautiful #artwork

To the man who stole my heart. I’ll never forget the day you left this world.. You left a hole in my heart.  And not a day goes by where I don’t think of you and I am content with our memories, and yet there are days where I’m scared, cause I can’t remember exactly how your voice sounded. I desperately try to keep it from fading. To save every last piece that I have left of you. you appear in my dreams and I wake up with a crater in my chest. Then there are the days like today, where it all comes rushing back, you made even the coldest days feel like summer. Every kiss, your voice rings in my head, and I remember your touch, that laugh.. You become so real to me, and I remember it all. Mgmt’s Time to Pretend, and crazy core skittles. To small cheesy Easter dinners and cheap quarter machine Rings. Calling your phone knowing you wouldnt be there to answer; Just to hear your voicemail. What id give just to see you again. You are such a beautiful soul my love, and i hold you oh so close to my heart.. I have so much to say but they are anchors in my throat Right now. Heres to you M.J.B your starry eyes now light up my night skies. I miss you, and I love you. And you may no longer be here… But I still feel you….. I still feel you..

To the man who stole my heart. I’ll never forget the day you left this world.. You left a hole in my heart. And not a day goes by where I don’t think of you and I am content with our memories, and yet there are days where I’m scared, cause I can’t remember exactly how your voice sounded. I desperately try to keep it from fading. To save every last piece that I have left of you. you appear in my dreams and I wake up with a crater in my chest. Then there are the days like today, where it all comes rushing back, you made even the coldest days feel like summer. Every kiss, your voice rings in my head, and I remember your touch, that laugh.. You become so real to me, and I remember it all. Mgmt’s Time to Pretend, and crazy core skittles. To small cheesy Easter dinners and cheap quarter machine Rings. Calling your phone knowing you wouldnt be there to answer; Just to hear your voicemail. What id give just to see you again. You are such a beautiful soul my love, and i hold you oh so close to my heart.. I have so much to say but they are anchors in my throat Right now. Heres to you M.J.B your starry eyes now light up my night skies. I miss you, and I love you. And you may no longer be here… But I still feel you….. I still feel you..

To the man who stole my heart. I’ll never forget the day you left this world.. You left a hole in my heart.  And not a day goes by where I don’t think of you and I am content with our memories, and yet there are days where I’m scared, cause I can’t remember exactly how your voice sounded. I desperately try to keep it from fading. To save every last piece that I have left of you. you appear in my dreams and I wake up with a crater in my chest. Then there are the days like today, where it all comes rushing back, you made even the coldest days feel like summer. Every kiss, your voice rings in my head, and I remember your touch, that laugh.. You become so real to me, and I remember it all. Mgmt’s Time to Pretend, and crazy core skittles. To small cheesy Easter dinners and cheap quarter machine Rings. Calling your phone knowing you wouldnt be there to answer; Just to hear your voicemail. You are such a beautiful soul my love, and i hold you oh so close to my heart.. I have so much to say but they are anchors in my throat. Heres to you M.J.B your starry eyes now light up my starry skies. I miss you, and I love you. And you may no longer be here… But I still feel you….. I still feel you..

To the man who stole my heart. I’ll never forget the day you left this world.. You left a hole in my heart. And not a day goes by where I don’t think of you and I am content with our memories, and yet there are days where I’m scared, cause I can’t remember exactly how your voice sounded. I desperately try to keep it from fading. To save every last piece that I have left of you. you appear in my dreams and I wake up with a crater in my chest. Then there are the days like today, where it all comes rushing back, you made even the coldest days feel like summer. Every kiss, your voice rings in my head, and I remember your touch, that laugh.. You become so real to me, and I remember it all. Mgmt’s Time to Pretend, and crazy core skittles. To small cheesy Easter dinners and cheap quarter machine Rings. Calling your phone knowing you wouldnt be there to answer; Just to hear your voicemail. You are such a beautiful soul my love, and i hold you oh so close to my heart.. I have so much to say but they are anchors in my throat. Heres to you M.J.B your starry eyes now light up my starry skies. I miss you, and I love you. And you may no longer be here… But I still feel you….. I still feel you..

Picked six garbage bags full of mint, now we are picking the good leaves and jarring it up, to make mint schnapps. And stuff. Haha

Picked six garbage bags full of mint, now we are picking the good leaves and jarring it up, to make mint schnapps. And stuff. Haha

I am officially an Uncle! little Eva Has Finally been born! A big congrats to my brother Steven and his wife Katie who have been blessed with a beautiful baby girl! I know I haven’t been an active part of our families lives but I love you do much big brother and I’m so happy for you. She is absolutely beautiful and I really hope I get to meet her someday…

I am officially an Uncle! little Eva Has Finally been born! A big congrats to my brother Steven and his wife Katie who have been blessed with a beautiful baby girl! I know I haven’t been an active part of our families lives but I love you do much big brother and I’m so happy for you. She is absolutely beautiful and I really hope I get to meet her someday…

Late night indecisiveness To keep the beard, or not keep the beard? That is the question.

Late night indecisiveness To keep the beard, or not keep the beard? That is the question.

""It was supposed to be beautiful… But as your forked tongue hissed words of comfort, you dug into my veins with your touch. You were fire on my skin. I fell into your empty promises,  letting you settle into my fucking soul. I’ve gone blind now, my eyes but empty voids. Fuck you for taking my starry skies from me. and destroying my wings. There are no more tears. I am nothing now. Full of nothingness. A toothless, clawless beast, chained and tamed. You’ve stolen the wild out of me, left me battered and broken. now I’m screaming silence, insignificance. My heart is in shambles, like every mirror and picture frame I could get my hands on.. It was supposed to be fucking beautiful. But you’ve left me with a shitty drawn on smile, and copy cloned responses. You are nothing but scars on my body… This is what you call beautiful?  And Fuck you for making me forget what being okay feels like, For twisting my Hopes and Dreams into cigarette butts and cheap liquor, For Turning the nights sweet summer breeze into razors on my wrists. I hate you.." -  Mateo Jose.  #Poetry

""It was supposed to be beautiful… But as your forked tongue hissed words of comfort, you dug into my veins with your touch. You were fire on my skin. I fell into your empty promises, letting you settle into my fucking soul. I’ve gone blind now, my eyes but empty voids. Fuck you for taking my starry skies from me. and destroying my wings. There are no more tears. I am nothing now. Full of nothingness. A toothless, clawless beast, chained and tamed. You’ve stolen the wild out of me, left me battered and broken. now I’m screaming silence, insignificance. My heart is in shambles, like every mirror and picture frame I could get my hands on.. It was supposed to be fucking beautiful. But you’ve left me with a shitty drawn on smile, and copy cloned responses. You are nothing but scars on my body… This is what you call beautiful? And Fuck you for making me forget what being okay feels like, For twisting my Hopes and Dreams into cigarette butts and cheap liquor, For Turning the nights sweet summer breeze into razors on my wrists. I hate you.." - Mateo Jose. #Poetry

The other best friend!!!!!! @ashxleigh

The other best friend!!!!!! @ashxleigh

More goofy faces haha

More goofy faces haha

Love this kid, @anayaa13

Love this kid, @anayaa13